This last week has been kind of hard for me, I don't really know what triggered it all but of course it's memories of Wyatt that have been keeping me up at night and in the middle of the night. I still have a hard time dealing at, I want it to be easier, and I know it all comes with time, trust me you won't be telling me anything I don't know already but it doesn't change how I feel.
I am very thankful that I am expecting Wyatt's little sister to join us this new year but it doesn't change that her brother isn't here with us and at times I feel almost guilty to be excited for her. I don't have a better way of explaining myself. UGH. Anyway. It has been a true blessing to know how fantastic this pregnancy is going and how amazing Dr Prema is with us and watching over us. A true, true blessing in times of worry and doubt :/
Now that I have completely depressed you just two days to Thanksgiving- lol oh man Jennifer-
STATUS UPDATE!!
Total
weight gain/loss:
My next appointment is tomorrow so I will know how I did this last month- I'd be happy if my numbers are under 5 lbs haha. I worry every month but I still am (until tomorrows weigh in haha) only 3 lbs in so I'm happy with that
Maternity
clothes: I've been loving my stretchy shirts and leggings :)
Stretch
marks: Nothing new-
Best
moment this wk: Constant baby movement!! Still waiting for DAD to catch her movements but every time, just like Wyatt, I'll call him over and of course the movement stops haha EVERYTIME!
Miss
anything:
Wyatt, but who doesn't
Movement:
Absolutely,
I'm beyond thankful for all the movement. It keeps me sane
Food
cravings: Spicy and crunchy and fruity and cold
Anything
making you queasy or sick:
Nothing specific.
Symptoms:
Fatigue, sciatica but that's about it
Have
you started to show yet:
Yeah- no doubt. I'm showing more and a lot more quickly than with
Wyatt
Gender:
It's a girl! And she needs a name!!
Labor
signs: None
at all, good thing!
Belly
Button in or out:
In
Wedding
rings on or off: On
Happy or Moody most of the time: A little bit of
both but it's all influenced from the world around me... some people are just
too difficult sometimes
Looking
forward to: TOMORROW'S APPOINTMENT AND GETTING TO SEE OUR LITTLE GIRL AGAIN!
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